Tammy

Tammy

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Considering Forgiviness...

I have never been told i was stubborn until
my boyfriend came along...
He thinks i should make up with my ex friend...
At first i just blew it off but now i am
actually thinking about
doing it...
but i know i don't want to jump back out...
I want to take my time to see
if i should really trust
her..
But i don't want to be stubborn or immature about
everything so that is why i am even
thinking about it..
Apart of me know that we won't be as close as we were before...
i don't think that could ever happen again...
But i can't really say what will
or will not
happen..
I just don't want to look like a fool again....
That is the big thing that
pops in my head...
I will sleep on it for a few more nights
then decide.....
I just know that friends are hard to come by then on..
top of that i am not a very open person...
So that makes it 10x harder
for me...
I just hope i make the right decision...
I guess i will be saying...
a prayer..
And if you want to know what my friend did to
me just refer to my blog about dick
mixed with a crazy
bitch...