Family Can Be As Worst As a Outsider...

My Grandfather passed and February so my family had to bury him the day before my birthday...
I was sad that day but i got over it because i knew my gradnfather would not want me to be that way...
He was diganoise with Cancer....
It took his life within six months...
He was ready to go and he told everyone and started preparing for his departure...
He had 25,000 worth of insurance money and he wanted my mother to get 10,000 and my aunt to get 10,000 and the rest on his funeral...
Everything went as planned until recently when i found out my Aunt got the insurance money...
She said she was going to buy a house then gave her son some money and the vechicle my Grandfather owned....
Right now my mother is struggling with her bills so of course she went to her sister and asked....
What is going on with the insurance money....
My Aunt told her i was not going to give you none....

That is fucked up by itself but my grandfather had specific wishes that i get car since im in college and i have to travel back and forth....
And she still said no she keeping it all...
Now i am forced to work two jobs just to save for a vechicle...
At first i was mad but now i know that God will handle this whole situation for me and in the end she will get what she deserves...
But this just showed me that family is sometimes not all what it cracked up to be....
But i will still come up on top.....
WITH OR WITHOUT FRIENDS OR SOME OF MY FAMILY....
My Mom Will Always Have My back....

Birthday Bash Anticipation...

Man i been waiting for B-Day Bash ever since last year....And today is the day i get to go and hear all the new and old artist that are out today...I just hope that Kayne West perform tonight..I Put On....His verse was fire to me...But for birthday Bash i blew threw quite a few hundreds but i think it is worth it...From now on i will have to save for my first ever Motorcycle.....

Oh yeah Birthday Bash is basically a lot of artist coming together at one place to perform...And the tickets only be 60-100 dollars....The radio station set this event up every year....And of course the FAITHFUL fan that i am i go every year for the past 3 years.....But i will report in soon....

Anger Issues 101

After punching a WALL LOCKER several times i realized that i might have anger problems.... But the world is full of problems so of course i would end up with a FEW..... but the things that led up to me punching the locker was justification for me punching the wall locker in the first place... By now you should know that I'm in the army but this weekend i had drill... Usually after the soldier are released for the day i go to my room and sleep or talk on the phone..

This night i decided to change it up and the result was absolutely terrible... The driver was drunk ass hell... It was like nine of us going out but it was already one o clock in the morning and it was like seven of us under age... So we are traveling in a mini van going all around Augusta trying to find a club that we all can get into...But of course we found nothing after going to four clubs and ending up at a gay club...Where the already drunken driver goes inside the club and buy himself some more drinks....



By this time one of the other females in the van was annoyed and ready to go back to the base...So she made the fatal mistake of telling the driver that he should not drive and to let someone else drive....He started off the sentence with " Shut your FAT ASS UP", after that the remarks just got worst... He even said " Bitch you should have never came with us". After that of course she started popping off to him... Then they started going at it real hard until another soldier on the van said both of yall shut the Hell Up.....


Why he did that i do not know but then the driver started trying to fight him... Now the whole van is in total cacos.. The whole time this is going on i can feel my blood pressure going up along with my anger.. Then out of no where another male soldier started screaming everybody be quite and told the other boy to Shut the Fuck Up..... By this time the other male is trying to fight the driver and the other male soldier who just said something to him...So the 38 year old suppose to be out ranking and mature driver decide to pull over at a random gas station to fight...

I was in total shock by this time... So the rest of the people in the van started to try to calm the situation down but then the male that told the other boy to Shut the Hell Up started popping off to another female soldier... They started going at it hard cause she jumped all in his face talking about I Fight Niggas and stuff....So then the driver decides to act his age and trying to calm them down.. So we finally take off and the driver says hey im drunk and the guards might not let us back in... So he switches with the girl that was just arguing with the other dude... So we get inside the gates and heading back to the bay until she asked for directions and the male she was just arguing with just started shouting, " Bitch find the way, Bitch you this and that....so she decides to stomp on the brakes and i fount myself in the front of the car and my back had hit the dash board...



So natuarally i got up swinging i think i hit the dude that was screaming bitch three times....So then everyone started to try to calm me down but i was already off in the deep end....So when we finally got to the bay i just walked fast ass hell to my room...When i got there i started thinking about the whole night and just blew up and started punching the locker hard ass hell...

Given the situation i am sure you would have done the same thing....

Hot ass Hell....

Man I am sitting outside sweating my ass off....Who the hell told Georgia to get this hot.....And to make it even worst I have to put on a lbv...Sorry I did just throw a Army Term at you but that mean I have to put on a twenty pound protection vest.... That shit alone make your temperature go up ten to fifteen degrees...I have to wear one today because I get to blow shit up today with the army..... I am happy about that but damn its hot....Oh well READY OR NOT HERE COME THE BOOM.....

A Dick Mixed With A Bitch = A CRAZY BITCH

Who ever read this please answer this Question......

If you did no like someone would you habor they shit...

Well someone that i was just calling a friend like a few days ago is now my new enemy.... But i think that word would be to kind for her so i will just call her The Crazy Bitch..... So last week i went to the club with her and i let her hold my i.d.... So when we just fail out i told her i will send my friend over to get it along with the rest of my stuff..... Normally i would go handle a situation like that in person but i work everyday and i do not live on that side of town that she stay on... Now the friend that i was going to send know her so its not like a stranger....

That Crazy Bitch said " I Would Think About It".... when she texted me that i was of course ready to fight.... But my boyfriend said well do not say anything out the way because you want your stuff... So i backed down and just said just give me my stuff and then she replyed, " Well I Can't Find Your Stuff "... So i said fucked the rest of my stuff just give me my i.d.... That BITCH gone reply, " Well you Should Have Thought About This before We Fell Out "... i simply texted her BITCH IS YOU CRAZY, WHY THE HELL SHOULD I PLAN FOR YOU TO ACT LIKE A ASSHOLE......

By this time i am laughung at how childish she is being and wondering why would you want to hold someone stuff if you do not like them.....Of course she had no real answer... So after i got finish saying everything i just said FUCK IT i will buy me another i.d.... After that whole or deal i was left with one thought on my mind and that is, SHE IS A CRAZY BITCH....And to think i made her one of my closet friends, for her to turn on me like that.... But really this whole thing happened because of a dude... This BITCH gave up a friendship for a dude that she just started knowing after 21 days.... Now how messed up is that.... The real reason for us falling out at the club was because she decided she wanted to leave without even asking me and the other girl that rode to the club with her if we was ready to leave........

So naturally i was like what the hell going on, why do you want to leave, of course she lied and said i have a headache... But when we got to her house she hopped her ass on the phone with him... So by then im getting mad just thinking, well this bitch just lied to me in my face... So when i confronted her about it she tried to flip it and just be like well we go there all the time and it was hot.... So i was like why did you lie to me then...After that everything took a turn for the worst.....

I had no idea that dick could make you act that stupid.... Of course someone proved me wrong once again....

But i guess i should stop putting stuff past people and expect the worst from people from now on....That will save me the trouble.....I know there are stilla few good people that will one day become my friend out there.... I JUST HOPE THEY STAY THAT WAY.....

The Mutual Friend

You only realize who your true friends are....until you fall out with one of them...That is when you find out everything they wanted to say to you but was never bold enough to say... I know this because i am in this situation now.. I fell out with one friend and now our mutual friend is like he cant talk to me because.... she said so... Now you tell me..Was he really my friend????

A friend i thought was suppose to stick by your side no matter what you are going through with others...... To my surprise i was wrong... My response to him was plain and blank and filled with little to no emotions... Deep down inside i was screaming this is total BULLSHIT... What make it so bad is that we had build a relationship outside of what me and other friend had that i fell out with....And on top of that i didn't even meet him through her.. But all that was forgotten to him when she told him not to befriend me anymore...

But i am not the type to dwell on things like that..... due to the fact i have a life... But i know in my heart that the whole situation was messed up.. And from now on i should really make sure that anyone i call a friend is truely a friend to me and not just pretending...